"I know everyone won't like me or whɑt I do or stɑnd for, but thɑt won't stop me from following my dreɑms." - ¢нɑ¢нι

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hello my fresh faces! ♥
i'm back! that is right, i'm seriously back this time. i took a long, needed, break. but i'm here again. i have been spending some time away from the computer, actually. away from this account, even my twitter hasn't been that active. isn't that crazy?
 
i was able to breathe, and find myself a little. i recently found out that one of my good friends has been cutting herself. she doesn't do it anymore, but there are quite a few scars on her thighs, and she says she has more than 300 on her body - which obviously worries me, as her friend. i began talking with her, trying to help her and understand why she was harming herself. but that is a more personal subject, so i won't go into details about what she told me.
 
i will say, however, that it broke my heart. it made me wonder if all of y'all feel or have felt the same way she has? the same way /i/ have. each and everyday, another teen makes the decision to end their life. wether it be from problems at school, problems at home, or even just feeling down about themselves. there are people out there who you would all think had amazing lives, but they still feel as if they have nothing. i always say this - but i am here for you. ♥
 
i want you to know that you are not alone, you aren't the only one who has ever felt like this! don't feel like you are the odd one out, just because you look different or like a different thing. you are who you are, and nobody can change that. if people don't like it, then erase them from your life. if they can't see that you are who you are, then they don't need to be apart of your growing process. you are growing to be a better person. like a rose, we all take a long time to bud, but once we do, it is beautiful.
 
if you are looking for a friend, anon or not, come talk to me. i'd like to talk to some new people! get to know more people, and make new friends! my inbox has been completely cleared, so if you were messaging me, please message me again. and if we have never talked, do not be afraid to message me! ♥
 
as always, i love y'all forever and ever c;
bye for now ♥
 
my ɑngels from ɑbove ;
@koaladancebotseverywhere ♥
@mileycyrusanon
@selenamarieanonn
@justindbieberanon
@jushtunanon
@xocantbetamedxo
@sellyan0n
@kaitlynz253
@chachi-anon-xo
@cherlloydanonxo
@bryannalovesbieber
@expiramentilistashleighjones
@caitlin-victoria-beadles-anon
@paypayraeburrowxoxoanon
@itsyourariana
@voeanon
@harrystyles-louistomlinson-anons
@justindr3wanon
@kendalljenner-anon
@lilshortie416
@juztenanon
@maykathelyn-anonn
@sellymariegomez-anonymous
@princessangel2014
 
Koɑlɑ Dɑnce Bot Nɑtion!
 
- Chɑchi
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hello my perfect imperfections! ♥
i haven't been on in quite a while, which is what i am going to be talking to you about today.
 
this is really hard for me to say. polyvore is where i started as an anon. almost two years ago. i have been with y'all for so long, and i feel this is hard to give up.
 
but i am.
 
i'm sorry to say that this may be my last set. it might not be, i don't know what the future holds. i'm never on here, and it hurts for you guys to anticipate my sets every day, when i'm only going to be on when i can. i have two accounts, as most of you know. my personal, and this one. i have gotten back into my personal, back into writing stories and making sets, doing group rp's. i've made new friends, and i'm a lot busier in my actual life.
 
when i come onto polyvore, i want to be on my personal. the idea of coming onto this polyvore to make a set is sadly, but truthfully, agonizing. i'm quite a lazy person, and switching from account to account is not in my favor. i don't even switch accounts on tumblr, i stay logged into one account on both sites at all times, and both sites remember my log in, so even if i log out, i can just get right in without having to do anything.
 
i love y'all more than anything in the world, and words can't express the love you have given me over the past year and a half. it's been absolutely amazing, but i think it's time for me to go.
 
now don't be upset! like i said, i'll probably get on every once in a while and check in, and i will still be using my tumblr!
 
theofficialolivia.tumblr.com
 
i'm always logged in there. if you ever need anything, i'm there. i promised i'd always be here, and until i decide to quit everything permanently, i will remain reachable! ♥
 
message me on tumblr! i will follow you, talk to you, you can come to me anonymously, or as yourself! ask for anything, and i promise to never judge you. i love y'all. okay?
 
thank you for everything. thank you for being there for me.
thank you for being you. ♥
 
i'll see you next time i see you.
 
in other, happier news;
i gots me a man c;
he makes me really happy, and he's been there for me for a long time, so i'm sincerely happy with him.. c:
@justindbieberanon
 
c;
 
goodbye for now ♥
 
my ɑngels from ɑbove ;
@koaladancebotseverywhere ♥
@mileycyrusanon
@selenamarieanonn
@justindbieberanon
@jushtunanon
@xocantbetamedxo
@sellyan0n
@kaitlynz253
@chachi-anon-xo
@cherlloydanonxo
@bryannalovesbieber
@expiramentilistashleighjones
@caitlin-victoria-beadles-anon
@paypayraeburrowxoxoanon
@itsyourariana
@voeanon
@harrystyles-louistomlinson-anons
@justindr3wanon
@kendalljenner-anon
@lilshortie416
@juztenanon
@maykathelyn-anonn
@sellymariegomez-anonymous
@princessangel2014

Koɑlɑ Dɑnce Bot Nɑtion!

- Chɑchi
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hello my survivors! ♥
how is everyone doing?
 
this is going to be kind of short, but I just wanted to check in with everyone. we've all heard about the tragedy that happened this past weekend. when i first heard about it, i cried. it brought tears to my eyes, hot heavy ones. the kind of tears you one get when your heart is ripping to shreds right then and there. i just don't understand how someone could point a gun at an innocent being and pull the trigger.
multiple times.
 
on the same being.
 
i'm not a mother yet, but i'm a cheerleader as most of you know, and at my gym, the little 5 and 6 year olds from the other side of the gym at the gymnastics class come to the cheerleading side to play their little games on occasion. yesterday, i was at practice, the little ones were in the bounce house and one girl was jumping out, but she lost her footing and fell. she fell pretty hard, and i gasped and all i wanted to do was go and help her. but i didn't, i was frozen. she got up, not crying didn't seem hurt, brushed herself off, looked at me staring at her and gave me a small wave before walking off with the rest of her class. such an innocent little girl, and yet so strong. she slipped on the bounce house and banged her head on the hard mat floor, and still got up without a sweat.
 
i wish i would've helped her, but i couldn't. i was so frozen, i couldn't. and all i could think about was, "what if we were in that school?"
"would she have been just as brave and strong?"
 
i hope y'all have an amazing evening. ♥
 
my ɑngels from ɑbove ;
@koaladancebotseverywhere ♥
@mileycyrusanon
@selenamarieanonn
@justindbieberanon
@jushtunanon
@xocantbetamedxo
@sellyan0n
@kaitlynz253
@chachi-anon-xo
@cherlloydanonxo
@bryannalovesbieber
@expiramentilistashleighjones
@caitlin-victoria-beadles-anon
@paypayraeburrowxoxoanon
@itsyourariana
@voeanon
@harrystyles-louistomlinson-anons
@justindr3wanon
@kendalljenner-anon
@lilshortie416
@juztenanon
@maykathelyn-anonn
@sellymariegomez-anonymous
@princessangel2014
 
Koɑlɑ Dɑnce Bot Nɑtion!
 
- Chɑchi
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hello my sparkling christmas lights! ♥
how have y'all been this lovely day?
it's quite dark outside, I think it might rain! ♥
 
so my day hasn't been very productive. I have a doctor's appointment for my shoulder in a few minutes. can you believe it? I've been through everything with this shoulder, then all of a sudden it feels the need to mess itself up. I either have a pulled muscle, or it's over used. I hate both of those. If it's over used, I'll have to rest it for 2 weeks. If it's pulled, I have to go to physical therapy, and rest it for 8 weeks or possibly longer.
 
I kind of need to use that arm for a competition in 6 weeks, so it would be nice if the pain would um... idk, leave?
 
lol, whelp that's how my day is going. I'm probably going to have spaghetti for dinner. What about you, sweetie? (: ♥
 
Has your day been as unproductive as mine? -.-
Well if it has, I hope it gets tons more fun! Why don't you try coloring or doing some kind of project? Do whatever you want and laugh your head off while doing it. Laughing makes your brain all happy. And we don't wanna deprive our noggin of that amazing emotion, now do we?
n o ! ♥
 
so gooo ahead, laugh away x3
maybe climb into some shopping baskets at target and have someone pull you around c; ♥
 
ouch, time to go!
i love y'all, you know it!
bye byeee! ♥
 
my ɑngels from ɑbove ;
@koaladancebotseverywhere ♥
@mileycyrusanon
@selenamarieanonn
@justindbieberanon
@jushtunanon
@xocantbetamedxo
@sellyan0n
@kaitlynz253
@chachi-anon-xo
@cherlloydanonxo
@bryannalovesbieber
@expiramentilistashleighjones
@caitlin-victoria-beadles-anon
@paypayraeburrowxoxoanon
@itsyourariana
@voeanon
@harrystyles-louistomlinson-anons
@justindr3wanon
@kendalljenner-anon
@lilshortie416
@juztenanon
@maykathelyn-anonn
@sellymariegomez-anonymous
@princessangel2014

Koɑlɑ Dɑnce Bot Nɑtion!

- Chɑchi
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hello my favorite flavor vitamin water! ♥
how are you this very lovely morning?
i changed my icon... again x3
do you like it? c:
 
it's quite early, actually, i'm thinking of going back to sleep, but i actually have to be awake in just a few hours. sleep is so good :3
 
i wish i could tell you more about my morning but... really all i did was wake up, lay in bed for a little while, then i got up and got on the computer. now here i am. c:
 
not a very productive morning so far, sleepy land is calling me back, i'm needed in the dream observatory cx
 
well, i hope y'all have an amazing day at school. i know you're tired and all you wanna do is lay in bed, but try and make the most of it, okay? in the future, you'll be happy that you went to school and tried your best. just think of that. think of your future. education really /is/ everything, and all you have to do is get through the tough times, then you get to the good stuff. and i promise you there i s good stuff!
r e a l l y ! ♥
 
and you only have a couple more weeks of school and then you're off for break! how about that? c:
 
plus, if you e v e r get discouraged about yourself, school, your friends, or anything, you know you can come and talk to me. i'm here to listen, never to judge. i can give you advice, i can be your friend, i can talk to you and be there for you, but the one thing i can never do and /will/ never do is judge you. ever. ♥
 
oh, and just a quick welcome, and thank you to all those who have been following me! i've gotten quite a bit in a short amount of time, and i don't know what i did, but i love y'all! thanks for the follow! ♥
 
that's about it for me now! y'all know i love you forever and ever c:
 
have an amazing day! ♥
 
my ɑngels from ɑbove ;
@koaladancebotseverywhere ♥
@mileycyrusanon
@selenamarieanonn
@justindbieberanon
@jushtunanon
@xocantbetamedxo
@sellyan0n
@kaitlynz253
@chachi-anon-xo
@cherlloydanonxo
@bryannalovesbieber
@expiramentilistashleighjones
@caitlin-victoria-beadles-anon
@paypayraeburrowxoxoanon
@itsyourariana
@voeanon
@harrystyles-louistomlinson-anons
@justindr3wanon
@kendalljenner-anon
@lilshortie416
@juztenanon
@maykathelyn-anonn
@sellymariegomez-anonymous @princessangel2014
 
Koɑlɑ Dɑnce Bot Nɑtion!
 
- Chɑchi
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hello c:

hello darling! ♥
woop it's been a while, but i still hope y'all have been uh-may-zayn! c;
 
so i changed my icon,
and my showcase,
and my description. ♥
 
do y'all like it? i am officially moving on! everything has been sooo much better, y'all have no idea how amazing i feel. how amazing everything feels, to have this weight lifted off my shoulders. i honestly thought i wouldn't survive, i thought i would be engulfed in sadness,
 
but honestly? it was all anger. every single bit of it. i can tell you i'm a grudge holder in a bunch of situations. and i'm still a bit angry, but not as mad as i was. good thing, too! x)
 
well i hope y'all are doing so much better! the holidays are coming!!! aren't you excited? ahh i love christmas! one of my favorite times of the year. i love getting together with family and eating. yup, the food. my family loves to cook so there is always a bunch of food. ♥
 
q u e s t i o n !
what are y'all doing for the holidays? i wish i got more comments from y'all! y'all know i love to hear what your up to! i promise i don't bite, so come give me a little sugar c;
 
lolol i'm so sorry, that will be all from me!
 
i love y'all so much! byeee! ♥
 
my ɑngels from ɑbove ;
@koaladancebotseverywhere ♥
@mileycyrusanon
@selenamarieanonn
@justindbieberanon - i added you, babe! how 'bout it? x)
@jushtunanon
@xocantbetamedxo
@sellyan0n
@kaitlynz253
@chachi-anon-xo
@cherlloydanonxo
@bryannalovesbieber
@expiramentilistashleighjones
@caitlin-victoria-beadles-anon
@paypayraeburrowxoxoanon
@itsyourariana
@voeanon
@harrystyles-louistomlinson-anons
@justindr3wanon
@kendalljenner-anon
@lilshortie416
@juztenanon
@maykathelyn-anonn
@sellymariegomez-anonymous @princessangel2014

Koɑlɑ Dɑnce Bot Nɑtion!

- Chɑchi
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p.s check out my new gif! like it? ♥